Monday, July 27, 2009

Just wanted to Love you

Qi's Heart has never met someone who has concern over her.

I have devoted myself now and then,I know that I shouldn't have been like this.
My heart is willing to accept that there will never be a love for me from you, If you never love me at all.

But only good thing in my life that has happened…..
Is I'm more Closer to God, and I'm willing to know more about God.

There are no words, but only what I have. Only have true love, and that is all I have to you.

Is nothing but the loneliness of awaiting you... I wish this is my perfect match created by heave
n (God).

Thursday, July 23, 2009

What I want to tell you

What I want to tell you is this I have been keeping to myself
I Love you so much..
I've waited for so long
I searched for you for a long time
I almost give up, But thanks that I hold on to it
If I have the chance to be with you, I'm Complete, It feels like I'm so strong able to stand tall again If I could be with you.
I was born to love you, When everytime I close my eyes I always think of you
Hugging me in a cold night making me feel that you'll never leave me
Sometimes i feel its like a dream cause I can't believe that someone like you Loves me too.
Always remember that I'll be always here supporting you whatever you like to do, things that you like to do and I'm willing, I wish I could be with you doing the same thing with you If I can.
Your so Special to me your the only one I've got, you're the only one that I wish you would come into my Life One day. Only you, Only you got the key to come into my heart, you got a Big room here in my heart reserved just for you.
If I'll be gone Always remember I'll always stay in your Heart If you want to and remember also that there's no day that I never think of you and miss you.
Always bring your Smile in your face cause Lots of people are Happy just seeing your Smile, Like I do.
I Thanks God that I found you I Love you so much I can't find the words that could fit for what I feel for you, Maybe the tallest tower or mountain would never be enough to measure my love for you cause even Satan can't stop me from loving you even if you don't love me like I do It's Okay ^^
Just to see that you're Happy is more than enough, I'm content for me cause I'm Loving you with my Whole heart but not expecting for return.
Do you know you mean to me so much so take care of yourself, cause for sure I'll be sad if something Happens to you..... Sorry I know That I can't be with you 24/7 Because we Don't even know each other, But I Wish I can, I only wish to be with you, when there is you and me in each other Heart.
Your the last person that I will Love and Nothing can change this Cause I know in myself that if you ever tell me you never love me at all, I think this is one of my worst thing I'll Experience in Life I'll be really really very Sad It will Hurt me so much until I might Break down and Cry I know Its to Corny but if I were to have the chance to Hold your Hands tight like I will never let you go.
I really Really Love you so Much.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Isn't This Love?

I don't know what is it with me that though it's cool yet my heart palpitates
I don't know why whenever we meet, my heart melts, and beats not like before
The moment whenever you gazed at me, my heart it bloats up, almost like it's going to float away
Isn't this love? The horizon that was grey, looks and grew bright immediately.
I don't know whether I can call this love or not, I'm still not sure
Just only knew that it's all because of you.
I don't know because of what, whatever that's ever good is even better.
Even the sound of the wind that blow this way, it's also sounds like jewel. I can hear it because it's better than ever
I don't know that now, how it became, that everything looks pink
Why? Why it's not like before? Like that was when I had not met you
You made me change into like this. Think of anything and it's all about you
all days and all nights about your image.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Ahhhhhhhhh! I feel like crying.. Jesus Please take me with you right now.. I feel that I'm a Useless Person.. What am I suppose to do? I know I have to be Strong in any circumstances. When I'm weak Daddy is Strong, when I'm Strong Daddy is the Strongest~!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Dust

The word love, it's turning into dust already.
Whatever that's been hoped for, it's shattered a long time ago,
yet life, I don't know why, it still remains in my heart,
Never a day that I'll forget.
The word love, I still remember it always.
Everytime I close my eyes, I still see you here.
The strength that I know of feebly lessens every minute,
all of a sudden, my heart cries again.
Still missing you alot, can you hear me?
You're still in my heart.
I force myself to sleep every night, still dream of you, I dream that we were together, see that we're in love.
Where are you? I miss you.
I don't have the right to get closer to you, because we don't even know each other, I understand.
But what am I suppose to do? When my heart still recalls.
I remember the day when we were young, still makes me think of those good old days.
I can only hope deep inside my heart,
Will there ever be a day like this again?