I ought to let him go

hey Baby,
This is what I always wanted to tell you, I been keeping to myself for a long time I don't have the courage to tell you how I felt for you, I have fallen for you.

Today somebody told me that you already got someone in mind
She is so lucky to have you to love/like her
This Lucky girl is from our Church(Not going to mention her name)
Well, But I don't know who is she But wish to be friend with her.
Hmmm well when I know that you already got someone in mind
(I'm saying this with my sincere heart)
I'm not jaelous at all, and I got no right to get jealous about this first of all jealous is a Sin but people think I'm jealous, C'mon man I'm not jealous at all I'm ought to be happy for you because you found someone you love. if you really found someone you love I'll be happy for you and this is the time for me to let you go.

When I know that you got someone in mind I'm just a little Sad and disappointed on myself.
No matter what I will still stand tall, because I know that God is always with me all the time when I'm down. I really Love my God Jesus (I always want to thank you for being with me father when i'm down) with God with me I can do everything and bring smile to people and myself with him in me I can stand tall once again. Hey do you know Our God is so wonderful. :)

I don't know whether you've been waiting for me? waiting to hear those words one day?
I know I've been holding back, not willing to say them out loud.
I just thought it wasn't yet the right time.
I afraid that there will be a day that is too late for me to tell you the things I have been keeping to myself for a long time.
Well, I don't know which faraway places you're in now, I always hope to see you around.
I always wanted to tell you that I Love you.
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.(I really Love you) *Coney*
Yeah, you can't hear me, right now I'm like a retarded talking to myself. *Laugh*
I just want to express my own feelings in this blog to make myself feel better throughout my day.

Love

yesterday my brother got beaten up by 10++ over people... I heard that they are malaysian people.
My brother is still asleep now. The nurse have to always keep him sleeping, because when he's awake he will start struggling and don't even know himself. Can't even really talk... This is so hurting to watch him lying on the bed with hands and legs got tight up, and all the wounds on his hands and legs,But his face and head is the most serious part, Right now his Brain is swollent that makes him to struggle because it's really painful.

Dear Lord Please Save my brother from all this pain, let him recover. I pray that he will come back to normal. I pray that he will not be naughty as before when he's back to normal.I pray that God will give him a Chance to let him come to know who is the real God once again.
-We Love you Daddy.